[F22, 150, 5.8] Some days, the body dysmorphia is really bad.. other days, I’m like “oh you don’t look too bad for someone who gained weight” Still on the fence about getting a BA/BL.
Depressed, alone. None of my friends would remember I exist if I didn’t reach out first. The only time people are excited to talk to me is when they want something from me sexually. Don’t have the energy to exercise and lose the depression weight.