Depressed, alone. None of my friends would remember I exist if I didn’t reach out first. The only time people are excited to talk to me is when they want something from me sexually. Don’t have the energy to exercise and lose the depression weight.
[M] 37, 145, 5’9 First post. I’ve carried genuine shame about my body since I was about 16. I’m 37 now. Sorry for the TMI. Not sure this is a good idea, but I’m trying it. It’s kind of scary…