(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
27,130lb,5’7. I’m really insecure about my labia, partly because of all the years as teen where I saw porn and heard comments about labia like mine, but now even more because my bf never called it pretty/ attractive etc. but has called his ex lovers