M51, 154lbs, 5’5 - Struggling with aging. Really want to get back into exercising, but the last two years have been so emotionally and physically draining.
[F22, 150, 5.8] Some days, the body dysmorphia is really bad.. other days, I’m like “oh you don’t look too bad for someone who gained weight” Still on the fence about getting a BA/BL.