(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
28F 130 lbs 5'6". Been strength training officially for a year this month and gained some weight in the process, used to be 15 lbs lighter so I'm still getting used to the new me