(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
19F, 5’1, 140 lbs (?) not sure been a while since i weigh myself but that was my last weight. Im tired of hating my body no matter what as i remember when i was fitter i still hated it, feels like hell. I never loved my body, Time to work on that, phys