(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
[F, 27, 180, 5’ 4”] I’m struggling today to love my mom body since I haven’t been taking care of it like I should. Maybe after the weekend I’ll get back on track.
5'10 260lbs 30 years old- I weighed myself for the first time in a really long time and I hadn't even realized that I'd gained 30 lb. I'm kind of depressed about that because I know that it's related to my medicines. but I also haven't been working