I've gained 20 lb in the last year. It's not sustainable to rely on your "conventionally attractive" parts for confidence bc our bodies change constantly. It's a lesson I keep relearning.
Depressed, alone. None of my friends would remember I exist if I didn’t reach out first. The only time people are excited to talk to me is when they want something from me sexually. Don’t have the energy to exercise and lose the depression weight.