(F) Idk if this was OCD or BD but 4 yrs ago I realy thought that if I didn’t weigh exactly 135 if went missing ppl wouldn’t care. I put so much worth on my beauty. Physically Ik I am not healthy & I don’t exactly feel comfortable in my skin, bu
[M] 37, 145, 5’9. I’ve felt kind of like a weirdo tbh. Have a hard time talking with women. For some reason posting photos cuts past all that for me and feels really good.
[M] 37, 145, 5’9 First post. I’ve carried genuine shame about my body since I was about 16. I’m 37 now. Sorry for the TMI. Not sure this is a good idea, but I’m trying it. It’s kind of scary…