I've gained 20 lb in the last year. It's not sustainable to rely on your "conventionally attractive" parts for confidence bc our bodies change constantly. It's a lesson I keep relearning.
[F] 21 210ish 5’6’. I’m a 100 days sober and in reflection sobriety has negatively impacted my body image. I’ve gained weight since being clean and I’m hyper aware of my body in general.