I [F] just wanted to drop you an image of my little guy [M] in his happy place between my thighs. Don't give up hope. Gentle/Mommy Dommes exist and/or may be cultivated. Know what you want and seek it, craft it.
You can't stop staring, you know you're not worthy of this magnificent booty. Still it has you under a spell you cannot break, you'll be simping and sending like the piggy you are until your balls and wallet are empty.