M 38, 142lbs, 5'8" because of insecurities I look at myself always wondering only if a could add 10-20lbs. It's hard for me to gain weight but I do LOVE the gains I've gained in the last 5years(20lbs)
I know my body in this looks different from my usual posed nudes but I don't care. Lighting, angles, and lens type makes us look different in every picture. This is also how I look in rest, it's normal, and both versions are still me.