If you don't blush to this, you are not a sissy. If you do blush - ...whatever you represent in your life, it won't change a fact that you are also a sissy tgirl. Boys do what they want:--)
Your wedding day fantasies were always a little different. Instead of having a bride to marry, you wanted to be the bride! It was the best day of your life to get fucked in your wedding dress by your new husband!