It's okay to want a hug or to rest in a lap. It doesn't make you less dominant to need comfort. It's okay to need a shoulder to cry on. I hope you're doing okay and if not we can change that :)
This is all I can imagine when I hear my boyfriend masturbating to me during calls hehehe. Cute lil subby boy he is (he's in Ireland and I'm in Québec QwQ)