(5’8,25) my body is definitely showing how I feel. I feel so ugly and unworthy of love the more sad I get the bigger I get and the more it shows. I can’t even believe this is what I look like. I don’t know how anyone would ever want to date me.
I keep going back and forth from desperately wanting to get surgery and being relatively confident in myself and it’s getting tiring. At least I kind of liked this photo…(F22, 5’5”, 125)
Venturing into a quest of sobriety (mostly, but in strict moderation), and discovering who I am with a clear head. I'm a little bloated post T-day but am excited to keep improving and feeling better in myself.