M 38, 142lbs, 5'8" because of insecurities I look at myself always wondering only if a could add 10-20lbs. It's hard for me to gain weight but I do LOVE the gains I've gained in the last 5years(20lbs)
Real talk time: I know there are MILLIONS of guys who are hotter, bigger, more attractive. But this year taught me to love myself and my body. My girlfriend refuses to send nudes, and HATES receiving them, which does not help with my confidence. But I’